Its funny how sometimes you float through life like its a dream, and the next minute you're laying in your bed feeling every emotion you wondered if you had the capability to feel in the first place. The friends you thought were there for the long run are all gone, and the only person you have to rely on is yourself. Sometimes all you need is yourself, but most often we find ourselves drifting anywhere we can to feel that someone else out there in the world feels the same way we do about it. This morning I woke up feeling so displaced about my life. I laid in bed for about an hour staring at the ceiling thinking to myself...if there was one place where I could be right now where would it be? This is when I drifted back off to sleep and suddenly I was dreaming of the place where I feel most like me in the world.
For me...the place where I feel most like me is sitting on a rock in the middle of lake erie off of the pier. You might be thinking...out of all the places in the world I choose one right by my home. Being there is my sanctity. Sitting there I just think of all the beautiful things in life. I walk out there at night, and I watch the water crash around me and I can breathe because no one is watching me. I sing and dance, laugh and cry, write lyrics, and just feel what I want too. This spot that nobody knows of has been my secret for years. If I could go there anytime I felt my insecure about life, I would never be down. Since I was a sophomore in high school I have been visiting my place. Sometimes I feel like the spot where I sit knows more about me in life than anyone else.
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